Fear

Something is in my stomach.

Heavy in emotions,

Light in nausea.

Vertigo? 

No, more intense,

I feel like riding a rollercoaster. 

All my organs suddenly lose their synchronisation,

Like a dysfunctional clock,

Hurled into mayhem.

Something is missing in me.

The more I search for it,

The bigger the void inside me.

Sick?

No, more intense,

I feel like dying.

Everything becomes so normal,

Until normality loses its meaning.

I fear this moment.

Something must be wrong.