I have a dream

I have a dream,
that I happily live in, without worries, without reality.
Spring is everlasting in that dream,
Birds are chirping like a symphony,
Breeze smells like barley.


I have a dream,
that I dread.
Because it's too scenic,
Because it's too deceptive,
Because it's too luring.


I have a dream,
that I call delusions.
Winter is omnipresent in that dream,
Symphony sounds like merciless taunt.
Wind brews like inevitable disaster.


I have a dream,
I too indulge in,
Until I can no longer differentiate,
What lies and truths are.


The dream I have,
So fictional yet so real.